Today

Today I will dress my boys in cute little outfits, my family will look daper. Today we will hold and comfort eachother. Today will most likely make it all "Real" to many of us. Today I fear might change the younger grandchildren, burn an image into their young minds. Today will be full of "I'm sorry" and tears. I imagine that today grandpa will be looking down on us smiling at his family and friends gathering in his honor (and shedding all the sympathy they can...this was his thing!). Today a peice of my childhood dies.....